Today my emotions are so heavy and I feel like the life has been sucked out of me. Like I’m drowning but don’t care enough nor have the energy to try and stop it

I need someone to spit words down my throat like they’re razorblades and watch me bleed out in their arms; instead you tried to kiss my scars and rip up my suicide notes, but I know no one can love me more than I hate myself.
Stop asking why we didn’t work out. (via kindofalone)

Was it hard?” I ask.
Letting go?”

Not as hard as holding on to something that wasn’t real.

Lisa Schroeder (via feellng)


I keep getting so bitchy towards everyone and I’m not even meaning to be I don’t even know who I am anymore because I’m not the same person I used to be and I just want to be alone and sleep and not have to think about things

(Source: loserladybug)