Today my emotions are so heavy and I feel like the life has been sucked out of me. Like I’m drowning but don’t care enough nor have the energy to try and stop it
Was it hard?” I ask.
Not as hard as holding on to something that wasn’t real.
I keep getting so bitchy towards everyone and I’m not even meaning to be I don’t even know who I am anymore because I’m not the same person I used to be and I just want to be alone and sleep and not have to think about things